Friday, January 23, 2009

Frustration


Has anyone ever tested your limits to the point where you just start crying...without being able to stop?

I hate to admit that I cry easily. It really does not take much AT ALL to get my waterworks going. I cry at commercials, TV shows, News, articles I read about online...I'm a crier!

What I really hate though...is that I cry when I am frustrated.

It's pretty embarrassing.

I had a moment like that today at work. I won't go into detail about it...mostly because I can't...but...I was pushed to my limit. I broke down in front of my whole team...and in front of my manager. Can we say...HUMILIATING?!!??

It was something that I just couldn't help...my nerves were wound so tight that the only release was, embarrassingly enough, tears...

I hate that I cry easy. I. HATE. IT!

I'm just happy that this was pretty much the first time at work...(I was on the verge once and let a few spill back right after I started)...

What can I say? People can just be so cruel...

Be nice people, just be nice....then stupid, little, sensitive beings (like myself) ... won't be humiliated by bawling like a baby at work.

Seriously...just always be kind!

3 comments:

J N H said...

I am just like you, incredibly sensitive. I try to talk myself into being brave...it never happens. I don't know why I have that inner monologue cause I end up crying. I'm sorry it happpened to you and know tomorrow will be a better day~

Ashley Luck and Randy Luck said...

I'm sorry you had a bad day. I hate rude people, unfortunately there is a lot of them. Just remember crying makes you live longer...seriously! :)

tiburon said...

Mean people suck!

I am sorry.

I am not a huge cryer - but I broke down one time in PT Camp. It was HUMILIATING!!