Seriously
How many years is it going to take to finally acheive what I want more than anyting?? Something I have been trying for OVER TWO YEARS to get...something that others are able to get so easily??!!??!?!?!?!?
I feel like I've been kicked in the stomach. Why? Why? Why? Why?
Why NOT me??
I'm very saddened....
Hello-it's Halloween...and I'm so happy to see all these costumes...
Kiddo's look so cute, and so happy, and so...EVERYTHING in their costumes...
The reason I am feeling sad right now is....because....LOOK AT MY DEFAULT PICTURE!!!! Look at my darling daughter!!!! Such a cute little girl all dressed up in her costume!!!
The reason I am sad....is because she is 4 years old now!! FOUR YEARS OLD NOW!!!! She looks so darn adorable!!!! The cutest BLONDE Snow White you've EVER seen!!!!! LOL
The sad and HARD part is....she is FOUR years OLD!!! She went from being 3 months old as a Pumpkin.....to being ONE year old as Minnie Mouse....to being TWO YEARS OLD!!!! as Tinkerbelle....and then- THREE yrs as CINDERELLA...(and what a mighty fine Cinderella she was!!!)....to now...BEING ALL GROWN UP AS A 4 YEAR OLD SNOW WHITE!!!!
She's adorable!!!! You'll all see! lol
I'm just a saddened MOMMY!!!
My little girl has grown up WAY TO MUCH!!!! And WAY TOOOOO FAST!!!
So....
It is that time of the year....the time where the "Ghosts" and "Goblins" and "Witches" and "Bats" and all that stuf....come out for GHOULS AND HALLOWEEN!!!! And Scary nights!!!!! That time where you find yourself all snuggled up next to someone....while they are "helping you through that frightful 'HAUNTED HOUSE'...or next to someone to stand next to you durring the 'Halloween Party'....but most of all....It is that time of year....
The MOST IMPORTANT time of year....where....one of your closest friends.....(are you ready for this????)....
TURNS ANOTHER YEAR OLDER!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
That's right..... It is MY...."Jamilyn"....'s....Birthday weekend!!!!!!! Something that is one of the most important....most remembered...at this time of the year....BESIDES Halloween....HA-HA-HA....The greatest moments in TIME!!!
AND THE SCARIEST PART IS.....
ARE YOU READY FOR THIS????
((she is turning......................................
ANOTHER YEAR OLDER!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
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No...seriously....Just wish me a damn Happy Birthday....OK??
It's hard enough turning ANOTHER year older.....
ESPECIALLY.....
When it is a QUARTER CENTURY older!!!
25!!!!!!
A huge age to turn!!!
So, Bailee got her Halloween costume in the mail today! She looks so cute!! She is going to be Snow White!! She is so excited for Halloween!! I can't wait to take her Trick-o-Treating for all her candy!!
...for a new JOB...
It is actually been a pretty productive week, in the "finding a new job" category.
I had interview with Morgan Stanley on Monday...and I have 2 more interviews next week. One with a personal financial advisory firm, and another with Edward Jones-which is looking the most promising.
Yay!! I'm so happy!!
Just thought I'd let you all know how it was going...
OH AND...
I love this weather!! Rainy/cold/gloomy!! Fall is the best, I mean BEST time of the year!!