Devestation

Uggh,

There are absolutely NO WORDS to describe my feelings.

Hurt, aching...so devestated!

I want another little one so bad! I hurt, ache, yern for one. And what do I get EVERY DAMN MONTH? Disapointment. Total Devestation! Ripping of the heart, right out of the CHEST!

OUCHIE!

I am more than depressed! I am...I am...I am,

I can't even find the words. Just so ruined! I am tired of all of this torture!